1.Underneath(暗流)
作词：尚雯婕
作曲：尚雯婕
Aha, I know what you're thinking
And you're wrong
I'm not gonna sing you a song
This time, I'm gonna open myself
And let you see what's inside of me
I'm in my war
It's a battlefield of choice
A war that nobody sees, only me
Nobody wins in this war
We can only choose
Only lose
It's a choice between the body and the heart
You win your body and lose your heart
Or you win your heart and lose your body
People ask me all these questions
My anger, my hatred
Where do they come from
They come from me
They come from my heart
I guess I'm weird
Cause I can see on people their fears and their desires
I try not to believe in these
But they keep following me, where ever I go
So here I am
Now you've seen my hurts
There is a silver knife plunged in my back
See, there is a silver knife in my back
Underneath underneath
What you see underneath
Underneath underneath
Can't you see
It's hard to breath
Sometimes I draw
But the portrait has no culture
Nothing moves
Only ghosts in the flame
Wish the rain would wake me up
Then I'd go with her
Stroll with her
I see nothing outside
It's a place that nobody comes
So, all this liberty I enjoy
And that I suffer from
It's like you've dared to say you know me
It's like you are all dead to me
All these twenty-eight years
I've spent them looking for myself
People think I'm crazy
I've always been doing things that normal people don't do
Why
I don't know
I don't understand myself
I think deep in my mind
I hate myself
But never mind
I guess I'll just learn to forget
Underneath underneath
What you see underneath
Underneath underneath
Can't you see
It's hard to breath
Je ne dors plus, je suis divisee en deux.
Une en paix, et l'autre, au combat.
Je ne mange plus, car la nourriture n'a plus de gout
Rien n'a plus rien de sens.
Je vis dans le noir
La lumiere est lointaine
Elle est inaccessible, intouchable
Je suis ce que je resens
Je suis ce que je vois
Je suis ce que je crois
Je suis ce que je resens
Je suis ce que je crois
Je suis ce que je vois
2.Imagination(荒谬的爱)
作词：尚雯婕
作曲：尚雯婕
Love is an obsession爱是一种困扰
Your mind is你的思想
My inspiration是我的灵感
It lies in your eyes它就在你的眼中
Am I able to live我能否生活下去
Don't take away请不要带走
My redemption我的救赎
It's all imagination一切尽在臆想之中
It's all imagination一切尽在臆想之中
Tell me your confusion告诉我你的困惑
Don't hide from me请不要对我隐瞒
Your confession你的忏悔
Your destruction和你的自我毁灭
Am I able to survive我能否生存下去
But you're not listening但是你没有在听
You're just not listening你只是没有在听
3.Where is my soul(灵魂的去向)
作词：尚雯婕
作曲：尚雯婕
They saw me around他们看见我
Playing and happy玩耍着，嬉笑着
They saw me eating他们看见我吃
They saw me sleeping他们看见我睡
God I am blood and flesh神啊，我是血肉之躯
But I'm feelingless可我却毫无知觉
Don't know what's going on这究竟怎么回事
The television's on 电视开着
but I hear no sound我却听不见
The television's on 电视开着
but you hear no sound 你却听不见
Where is my soul我的灵魂在哪里
Where has it gone它去了哪里
I cannot find it我找不到它
I call it a curse我觉得这是诅咒
It's like a curse这就像是诅咒
I was happy then那时的我很快乐
Fulfilled and confident是满足而自信的
Until you walked in直到你走进来
Until you said no直到你对我说不
God I'm blood and flesh神啊，我是血肉之躯
But I'm feelingless可我却毫无知觉
Somebody help me out有人来救我吗
The television's on 电视开着
but I hear no sound 我却听不见
The television's on 电视开着
but you hear no sound 你却听不见
Where is my soul我的灵魂在哪里
Where has it gone它去了哪里
I cannot find it我找不到它
I call it a curse我觉得这是诅咒
It's like a curse这就像是诅咒
I said it's not fair我说这不公平
I said it's not fair我说这不公平
I said it's not fair我说这不公平
I want this to end我要结束这一切
This got to end这必须结束
What am I doing我在做什么
Am I even living我还活着么
What am I doing我在做什么
Am I even living我还活着么
What am I doing我在做什么
Am I even living我还活着么
Where is my soul我的灵魂在何处
Where is my soul我的灵魂在何处
Where is my soul我的灵魂在何处
Where is my soul我的灵魂在何处
I hear a call我听到了呼唤
I hear a call我听到了呼唤
I hear a call我听到了呼唤
It's coming from the sky它来自天空
I hear a call我听到了呼唤
I hear a call我听到了呼唤
I hear a call我听到了呼唤
It's coming from the sky它来自天空
I hear a call我听到了呼唤
Ou est mon ？me？ 我的灵魂在何处？
Je ne le trouve pas 我找寻不到
Repond-moi 回答我
Mais rien est la 但那儿什么都没有
Je ne bouge pas 我原地不动
It's coming from inside它来自内心
Et toi tu pars! 而你却走了 !
4.Addiction(沉迷)
作词：尚雯婕
作曲：尚雯婕
Everyone has doubt on me每个人都不信任我
Everyone's questioning me每个人都质问我
Everyone's pressuring me每个人都对我施加压力
Do you dare to face me你们敢不敢面对我
You all want a piece of me你们都想从我身上获取点什么
But you can't get it from me但你们什么也拿不到
So stop pretending to be所以请别再假装
My only savior是我唯一的拯救者
I don't really understand我并不真的明白
But the pain keeps me awake但是疼痛让我清醒
Now blame me harder现在，请加倍指责我
Hit me harder更用力地打我
I'm loving this way我喜欢这样
I'm addicted to it baby我已沉溺于此，宝贝
So stop playing the game所以别玩游戏了
Just hurt me harder使劲儿伤害我
Then I'll see a然后我就会看见
brand new day崭新的一天
It makes me sad这让我悲伤
It makes me mad这让我愤怒
It makes me wild 这让我野蛮
I like wild我喜欢野蛮
So let me get there所以就让我如愿以偿吧
It makes me blue这令我悲伤
It makes me cruel这令我变得残忍
It turns me on时而让我亢奋
It turns me down时而又将我带入谷底
Too complicated太复杂了
Everyone has doubt on me每个人都不信任我
Everyone's questioning me每个人都质问我
Everyone's pressuring me每个人都对我施加压力
Do you dare to face me你们敢不敢面对我
You all want a piece of me你们都想从我身上获取点什么
But you can't get it from me但你们什么也拿不到
So stop pretending to be所以请别再假装
My only savior是我唯一的拯救者
I don't wanna understand我不想明白
So won't you get out of my face
Now blame me harder现在，加倍指责我
Hit me harder更用力地打我
I'm loving this way我喜欢这样
I'm too hard to crack baby我坚硬得难以打碎，宝贝
So stop playing the game所以别玩游戏了
Just hurt me harder使劲儿伤害我
Then it'll be a之后将是
brand new day崭新的一天
It makes me sad这让我悲伤
It makes me mad这让我愤怒
It makes me wild 这让我野蛮
I like wild我喜欢野蛮
So let me get there所以就让我如愿以偿吧
It makes me blue这令我悲伤
It makes me cruel这令我变得残忍
It turns me on时而让我亢奋
It turns me down时而又将我带入谷底
Too complicated太复杂了
More it hurts, more I like it 越疼 就越喜欢
More it cuts, more it's great越割破 越完美
More it burns, more I come越燃烧 越要尝试
So it's right, so it's wrong是对的 是错的
So it's good, so it's bad是好的 是坏的
So it's me, so it's you是我 是你
Don't you believe你信不信
It makes me sad这让我悲伤
It makes me mad这让我愤怒
It makes me wild 这让我野蛮
I like wild我喜欢野蛮
So let me get there所以就让我如愿以偿吧
It makes me blue这令我悲伤
It makes me cruel这令我变得残忍
It turns me on时而让我亢奋
It turns me down时而又将我带入谷底
Too complicated太复杂了
You weren't there你不在
You weren't there你不在
You weren't there你不在
I like wild我喜欢野蛮
So let me get there所以就让我如愿以偿吧
It makes me blue这令我悲伤
It makes me cruel这令我变得残忍
It turns me on时而让我亢奋
It turns me down时而又将我带入谷底
Too complicated太复杂了
5.To McQueen(倾慕者的幻想)
作词：尚雯婕
作曲：尚雯婕
Hello! Alexander McQueen
I love you so
I read your blog on my phone
I searched your name on google
Only to check on your videos
You love me so
At least I think so
But why every time I've met you
It's only 'Nice to meet you!'
My world is tumbling tumbling it's tumbling down
You're like a drug to me it's so sweet
I can't live without
I try to get myself get myself get myself out
I've got a heart ache every night and I cannot sleep
You're in my bones in my blood you eat my everything up
You make me cry you make me lie
you make me act like a child
I need your heels to survive
and I know it's so sick
Now I start hating myself
So you can be happy now
I'm gonna try I'm gonna fight
till I find out the reason why
You always go you always come
although you'll never be mine
The sun is shining in the sky
but why I just wanna cry
Oh I just need some more peace
Why it is faking so hard
My world is tumbling tumbling it's tumbling down
You're like a drug to me it's so sweet
I can't live without
I try to get myself get myself get myself out
Now that you're gone I want to beat myself up
My world is tumbling tumbling it's tumbling down
You're like a drug to me it's so sweet
I can't live without
I try to get myself get myself get myself out
Now that you're gone I want to beat myself up
Look at me 1234 I am your king
Look at me 1234 you are McQueen
Look at me 1234 I am your king
Look at me 1234 you are my queen
My world is tumbling tumbling it's tumbling down
You're like a drug to me it's so sweet
I can't live without
I try to get myself get myself get myself out
Now that you're gone I want to beat myself up
My world is tumbling tumbling it's tumbling down
You're like a drug to me it's so sweet
I can't live without
I try to get myself get myself get myself out
Now that you're gone I want to beat myself up
6.Asura(阿修罗)
作词：林若宁
作曲：尚雯婕
The sky is covered by clouds
A thunderstorm is coming
Tiredness and pain keep weakening me
I'm almost desperate
This close to desperate
But I am too proud to say it
流成洪流是我钻石 眼泪
红如红尘互相散落而结聚
云游云层没有恐惧 散聚
情人无情尚有谁
身躯已很累 打击更尖锐
吹熄了火炬 再三的泼冷水
仍然无可后退 似好战者后裔
我去爱没半点 畏惧
生过死过打过爱的一仗
经历失心病使我更加闪亮
经过洗礼得到我的盔甲
怎样 怎样 怎样
波折越强抵抗力便越强
死心塌地找我一个对像
冲破石墙找我灿烂艳阳
怎样 较量 较量
一仗 经过 一仗
一样 坚毅 一样
高涨 因爱 高涨
一仗 经过 一仗
一样 坚毅 一样
高涨 因爱 高涨
My love is full, my love is pure
My love is blind, my love is deaf
My love is a child
A child who likes to cry
My love is a question
But you are not the answer
生过死过打过爱的一仗
经历失心病使我更加闪亮
经过洗礼得到我的盔甲
怎样 怎样 怎样
波折越强抵抗力便越强
死心塌地找我一个对像
冲破石墙找我灿烂艳阳
怎样 较量 较量
一仗 经过 一仗
一样 坚毅 一样
高涨 因爱 高涨
一仗 经过 一仗
一样 坚毅 一样
高涨 因爱 高涨
7.Forbidden Love(紧箍咒)
作词：林若宁(港)
作曲：Laure Shang ／ 尚雯婕
制作人：Jean-Francois Maljean (比)
监唱：David ／ 周初晨(港)
Running in the dark
Trying to find a place to hide
It seems you are everywhere
In my blood, through my veins
屈于空隙多挤迫的空隙
消失于春光的春色
多么康庄的荆棘
漆黑的禁色消声匿迹
在大气里煞有介事
要高飞没有羽翼
禁室出生之花天生公敌
如承受咒语特别法力
紧到会箍死 痛造就趣味
恋爱见光死 委曲于天地
金刚圈金刚圈令万物那样驯服
蜘蛛精蜘蛛精被灭绝锁在牢狱
黑风山黑风山大地上压着灵肉
禁锢另类发育
金刚圈金刚圈令异类化做奴仆
松不开松不开大力地绑着眉目
不呼吸不呼吸让欲念似被平伏
世界渐渐翳焗
这是异类被同类注目
这是异类被同类制服
这是异类被同类放逐
爱侣被受亵渎
Take me far away I won't hesitate
绑我到禁地 啧啧的称奇
恋爱变禁忌 沙粒般卑微
金刚圈金刚圈令万物那样驯服
蜘蛛精蜘蛛精被灭绝锁在牢狱
黑风山黑风山大地上压着灵肉
禁锢另类发育
金刚圈金刚圈令异类化做奴仆
松不开松不开大力地绑着眉目
不呼吸不呼吸让欲念似被平伏
世界渐渐翳焗
这是异类被同类注目(应该结束)
这是异类被同类制服(应该结束)
这是异类被同类放逐(应该结束)
金刚圈约束 (爱却被亵渎)
la…la…la…la…la…
( Take me to your heart
I'll be your lover )
( Take me to your heart
I'll be your lover )金刚圈约束
8.The way I am(我就是这样)
作词：王海涛、尚雯婕
作曲：Andrea Britton ／ Sam Gray ／ Rob Davis
制作人：谭伊哲
No No 你说的全都不对
说我高贵我根本不配
这几年我到底得罪了谁
经常招来一些讨厌的嘴
红头发 黑指甲
有什么奇怪什么惊讶
没表情 话太少
被你说成 无可救药
我就这样
没办法讨好所有的人
我只能这样
你喜欢 不喜欢 跟我全都无关
算了吧 无所谓 随便你 去说吧
好几次 我试图 对你微笑
可你觉得我在 强颜 欢笑
既然这样 我只好 做自己
转过身 还有 一大片天空
红头发 黑指甲
有什么奇怪什么惊讶
没表情 话太少
难道真的 无可救药
我就这样
没办法讨好所有的人
我只能这样
你喜欢 不喜欢 跟我全都无关
算了吧 无所谓 随便你 去说吧
你说对的 他说错
都不在乎 let it be
他说对的 你说错
都不在乎 let it go
Hey …Hey …Hey
来 瞄准我方向
随便你要怎么对待我
我就站在这里 微笑着 盯着你看
面对那些软弱的子弹
优雅的 转过身 我根本不怕
我就这样
没办法讨好所有的人
我只能这样
你喜欢 不喜欢 跟我全都无关
算了吧 无所谓 随便你 去说吧
我就这样
没办法讨好所有的人
我只能这样
你喜欢 不喜欢 跟我全都无关
算了吧 无所谓 随便你 去说吧
我已经 受够啦 受够啦 受够啦
无所谓 无所谓 算了吧！
9.La Muse de la nuit(夜之缪斯)
作词：尚雯婕
作曲：India Melody
Jardin Eden Bien Mal
Savoir Penser
Dors je veille sur toi mon amour
Laisse-moi rentrer dans tes reves
Dans le jardin d'Eden ou tu te promene
Dorment le bien et le mal
Savoir, penser, rever. Tout est la
Je crois ce que je dis je fais ce que je crois
Le soleil se leve le soleil se couche
Je reste toujours la
Dors je veille sur toi mon amour
Laisse-moi rentrer dans tes reves
Dans le jardin d'Eden ou tu te promene
Dorment le bien et le mal
Savoir, penser, rever. Tout est la
Je crois ce que je dis je fais ce que je crois
Le soleil se leve le soleil se couche
Je reste toujours la
Dors je veille sur toi mon amour
Laisse-moi rentrer dans tes reves
Dans le jardin d'Eden ou tu te promene
Dorment le bien et le mal
Savoir, penser, rever. Tout est la
Je crois ce que je dis je fais ce que je crois
Le soleil se leve le soleil se couche
Je reste toujours la
Savoir Penser Rever
La Muse chante, la Muse parle
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